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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 22, 2009 15:40:24 GMT -5
It comes to believe every second our life; we struggle to live no matter what we have constructed through this dark depths. Mystical reasons that peer into thou soul, the most ancient powerful creature churns at our feet waiting for the next violent event. The ominous being who control this world will never overlook a original human for the unsettling aura that enshrouded them, each with an amplified silvering that resembles a blessing.
Distant and a terrible reason to live in this vying world that only the trespassers have claimed as their own unable to sense the unpredictable cohesive form of danger. In the distance the ocean's waves churning with such compassion against the teethe rock ledge. Those eyes glistened as if it was a sunset on the blaze.. Little concern about the people who perish into their own greed and desire of there, yet who going to mourn for their death?
The eruption of the emotions was all one could gesture. That is all we humans can really do, is it not the truth?
“Yet our true nature we cover up the expression for more and more? What will be come of me once this would has to my silver framing? Will civilization remain the same or will mountainous waves of momentarily insanity?” Those golden shivering bracelets crumbled in the crushing waves of the never ending ocean as they were devoured by the strength of the fiery red haired maiden. At her prime age she will never has to grow old that this knowledge of the human races finally coming to the final generations that we know it.
Might it has be desperation that came to her mind immediately repeated several times, suspected that they ethereally would never let her rest until she oversees the expression of her very soul ripping from her dense body. That exquisite form was just gestured someone to come to her, yet that is not what she truly wants.
Eventually this perfection of artwork will bloom to her rightful place, as the sun danced along the horizon; the last of the resistance immediately crumbles with little concern with the depth of her twisted and scourge soul. For reality desires no semblance to what is fact or opinion. Monstrous black aura erupted from with the maiden's body.
Her passionate ruby red hair, was now a rich, silver framing her perfect features and the silken gown that drapes off of her body so elegantly as golden as her piercing eyes. For the aura has transformed that master piece into lustrous exquisite, every feature fit her as a queen but yet a simple priestess.
The Alternative of the juggernaut was a simple one, one who believes in the structure of settles, who helps the sicken, and bless the people in need. A kind heart on who would do anything for anyone without a cost unlike other.
Suddenly the ethereal wish to be only normal could only over-ride this desire to disappear form time. Suspected that her astonishment didn't mean a word that she would possibly go if it wasn't for the one true wish. This female only wanted to find that one person that she could spill everything out to, someone who wield enough strength to pick her up into a little craven in a forbidden palace perched atop of the very edge of monstrous cliff, and love her to the point they wish it lasts forever.
Attention was all on this beautiful maiden who magically transforms back into the person that she was once. That juggernaut who takes great pride into the work she does, who explodes like an ash volcano which brings death to the people that live below on the island. Concept of words was not her best but she would do her best to stay calm.
Those fragile peach hands rise to meld with herd dancing red hair and bring it behind her ear. Enchanting moments and people wish to care for her, they allows stir too much with boiling hot water. Never caution about being burned. Her blue crystals explained her suffering but only a small bit. Demonic wishes that only could come true only when asked for.
“There will never be someone out there for me will there?”
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Post by Roiben on Oct 22, 2009 16:25:17 GMT -5
Roiben Tsuihou, the captain who lost everything. He lost not only his best friend, but his love as well. Since that day, he had been alone, looking for a reason to live. That was the day he became a captain. After becoming a captain, he had a new found reason to live. To protect others, so they don't feel the deep, burtal pain he's felt. The pain of losing who and/or what you care for most. Things were collapsing all around him. In his bankai training, he lost his sight, and was always treated differently by shinigami because of it. However, when he lost his sight, his ability to sense reiatsu became unmatched by anyone in the soul society. His sensing reiatsu was his way of sight. He could sense the emoitons of others to tell how they were feeling.
And, on duty in the living world, he sensed a deep pain. He had been longing to find someone who could understand him, but alas, it was coming from a human, who couldn't even see him. He had been looking for someone he could relate to, but sadly, he didn't ever think he'd find someone who knows his pain, who can sympathize with his feelings. He followed the emotion anyway. It may have been from a human, but perhaps getting his feelings out would help him feel better, even if the person couldn't hear what he was saying.
"You have a lot on your heart... as do I. I know you can't hear what im saying, but I wish you could. You seem like you need someone to talk to as much as I do. Who knows. Maybe people like me and you...were meant ot be alone..."
He hated the mere thought of being alone, but meant to be alone? That was a cruel destiny. However, it was also the destiny that came about for people with a higher calling in life. Screw his higher calling. He was sick of being alone, judged, mistreated. Even as a captain, he knew people still would give him strange looks, doubt his ability to fulfill his duties. Why? Just because he couldn't see? His clenched his fists in rage. Maybe he should just leave the soul society. Maybe they'd be better off without him.
He wondered what kind of pain the world put this poor girl through... he knew all to well how cruel the cold, judgemental world could be. Had she been mistreated for her looks, or for a disability? He wished he could know. He wished they could just have a conversation, even if it was just one. However, he'd have to get in gigai, which he brought none of with him. He just stayed with the girl, lost in his thoughts...
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 22, 2009 21:36:26 GMT -5
The miraculous maiden just stood there in such amazement, spell bond to the man who just spoke in kind words. Was it just a trap like all other men would do just to get to her heart? No the voice that was in such pain as much as she was for the first time in so long. Protecting just made one just feel better but just it never will heal the pain that was placed upon them all.. April was raised to be a monster, a creature of hell. She was an experiment... A child with had no future but war and destruction. That was pushed upon her against her will by her father. There was more and more after that... Her brothers were killed because of her declining to go back to America.. She could the sense the deep pain this man. April wondered only how can one suffer so like they do. How could people live with themselves after what they have done to people like them?! It made her just so sick of the human world, just in general the humans. Not the beauty that bewildered the soul so much.
This man though she could didn't see him since he was not in front of her but she sensed his presences beside her. He was so puzzled why people had did what they did to make one cry. So much they could talk about things for hours maybe days! She felt no... She desired to listen to the man... The red hair shimmered within the sunset's glare, and she turned around to face him.. Unknowingly to his words made a smile that had not been seen for ages upon the mystic female's face, it was just so warming and within the corner of those obsequious eyes the most happiest tears had form.
“Wish grant~ Yet if we stay together, we shall not be alone. “
Pain in the past and now would slowly come out, so much about her people hated all together. Ever since she arrived within Japan which was a good nine year ago, she was been alone, outcasted like it was everyone in a group that was against her. Though she was an American it didn't matter she lived in Japan and a rightful Citizen... Her hand reached out to the male so he hopeful shake it.. Her eyes just glowed with such interest and burning curiousity that just would not seem to take it turn. The sounds of the fearful crashes of the waves clashing against the stone edge.
Love is a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness or a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment. Can they always share love with them? When love comes out there is always sorrow coming among them all, questions and so much more. Regret is was hurts most people.. To remember with a feeling of loss or sorrow; mourn or a feeling of disappointment or distress about something that one wishes could be different. Never less if one could truly love one, regret would not hurt them as much...
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Post by Roiben on Oct 23, 2009 13:37:13 GMT -5
Roiben's eyes were wide, and he was in utter shock. How could a human possibly see a shinigami? He saw her holding out her hand, she understood him. She was right. If they were together, neither of them would have to be alone any longer. He reached out his hand, grabbing hers, showing her that he understood. He wondered what had been the cause of her pain. He wanted to talk to her, to better understand what she's been through.
"Come... let's talk. We understand each other better than anyone else could."
He walked to a park nearby with her hand in his. He sat on a bench, and looked at her. He wanted to hear her story.
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 23, 2009 21:06:40 GMT -5
His shock brought a laughter of happiness from those lips. April just just found him amusing unlike others, had it just been her sense of humor for misery. Though her laughter died off when he sat down on the bench, and her eyes slowly opened but only half away. Her hands crossed under her breast then looked back at the sun yet.. Such beautiful scene but her words were going to kill this scene..
"All people in this country is against me. No one has ever tried to talk to me or to be-friend. If one does they end up dying and the blood stains my hands... A history in American, my family has sold me since my birth for science just so they would leave me alone. Though due to my status I had the potential of becoming the creature... the Mass weapon for the government... They tortured me more and more... People stare at me like I killed their family members. Though I don't remember what I do when there a moon out but I am always pushed out out of this ring they have... Now I lost my lover just as lately, he was killed this past full moon... Then my father have killed my brothers for I refuse to go back..." So much pain, her hand placed on her chest as she look back at Roiben to see if he was still with her. Eyes filled with such tears.
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Post by Roiben on Oct 24, 2009 14:35:29 GMT -5
Her story was very sad indeed. Being sold by her parents to the government for science? How could anyone be so cruel to their child? It was an outrage! She also lost so many friends... it was quite sad indeed.
"Im sorry... that is a great loss indeed..."
Roiben reached out and held April to comfort her. He was there for her. He could only imagine going through what she went through, and all along, she never had anyone to comfort her? Nobody even wanted to be a friend? The world truly was a cold place sometimes.
Everything was different now. It was like she said to him, if they have each other, they won't be alone anymore.
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 24, 2009 15:10:35 GMT -5
When he held April, her eyes just widen, a warmth that she had not felt in such a long time, that warmth that made her cry even more.. Her arms wrapped around his chest and dug her shape nose into his clothed chest. So Sweet this man was, as if he cared for someone he didn't even know.. His scent was slightly faint but it smelt like daisies possibly lilies. She looked up just so slightly with that smile and canted her head to the side. Though he did tell her his name.. yet what pained him so much.....
"April... Is my name... but what makes your heart cry out..."
She wanted to know this man, so when she was alone... Her mind would be more calm and strong yet if she stand in this world... More people would only hate her more for her unnatural ability and the way she looked. Yet what will happen if she won't be there anymore yet being a mouse for expirements...
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Post by Roiben on Oct 24, 2009 15:33:07 GMT -5
Roiben suddenly felt like his life had been nothing compared to hers... it had been lonely, but he hadn't been mistreated in the horrible ways she had been.
"In life before this, I was a hollow. I remember the loneliness, the emptyness... The innocent lives I took, for no reason. For my greed and evolution. One day I was purified by a shinigami of the gotei 13... his name is Sousuke Aizen. His power is much too high for his rank. After I went to the soul society, I still had some traces of my spiritual pressure, and I went through the academy. I had no friends in the academy, besides this one girl...
Me and her began to talk, and I fell in love with her instantly. She was such an amazing woman. We went through the academy as friends, and after we graduated into the gotei 13, we began dating. However, around the time I became a vice-captain, she was killed in a hollow invasion of New York...
All throughout my time in the gotei 13, people have alwyas treated me differently, and until then, I had someone to talk to... things got a lot harder for me...especially when I lost my sight in my bankai training. People began to doubt me, and treat me differently. When I became a captain, people wondered if I coukld fulfill my duties. I almost lost my position once because people didnt think I could perform well because of my disability..."
Roiben wasn't a big, macho man, but he seldom cired when he thought about his past. However, it was obvious he wasn't in bright spirits. He looked toward the ground with a depressed look. The thing of his past that bothered him the most. He began to tremble, like he always did when he thought about how many innocent lives he had taken...
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 24, 2009 17:40:49 GMT -5
She knew what hollows were, several of them have stalker for the unusual but by god her body joined his own trembling. This man, he was tormented by the people who pushed him like if he was a freak of nature. His pain seeming as great as her, she was not the person to agrue who had the most horrible past. April understood his pain and felt like she had to do something for him...
"No!" That fist clutched his white Captain's robe with such anger. " You have no disability!! It is never a disability... It is a blessing!!" Her voice spoke with such disagreement, and her hands went to his face so he would look into those unique sapphire eyes that shimmered with such dense emotions. These emotions no other living being would have never seen. Her mind was running though all her past memories, and those eyes only grew wider.
"If you were like me, you would have been killing those people without pity! You might have kill people.... But you evolve into something more and you are helping spirtis unlike me. I always awake to have my hands covered in fresh blood, yet I don't remember anything! You... Are amazing. You listen to a strange who don't really know... You are so much more then god himself."
Tears of Sorrow rain down her rosy cheeks, has she looked into his own eyes that cried out for help and comfort... Obvious that April had felt that he was someone that was judged and stamped with a big label just like she has. "Don't be sadden... Dispite what everyone else speaks... You are normal... People like them do not deserve you! They push you down with words of hatefulness just to make such you will stay under their power. They are scared of you like the people here are afraid of me."
It was only true, people like them had only one destiny and that was torment them until their little hearts are so happy, but one day... They will get what is coming to them... All of them were nonsensical and no good. It made her sick to her stomach how people could be so cruel to a man like Roiben. All he wanted to do was is required for him to do his job, yet the people refuse to give him the right nutrition for him to grow into that powerful person they are so scared of. In her eyes, Roiben could have become such a notable man with a family if he was not in such a dangerous position to save them...
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Post by Roiben on Oct 26, 2009 13:10:15 GMT -5
April's words comforted him, and his tembling stopped. Roiben took his thumb and wiped away the tears in April's eyes... she had been put through so much by her family... and yet here she was trying to cheer HIM up. It should have obviously been the other way around. She was such a kind girl, and so beautiful. He couldn't imagine why anyone would treat her the way they have.
"More than god? I really doubt that..."
No, he really wasn't more than god. He may have been a shinigami, but that didn't make him perfect. If he were greater than god, he wouldn't have such resentment for those that have treated him the way they have. He would be able to forgive them. He didn't care that he resented them... they deserved it, they way April's parents deserved nothing but hell. He grabbed her right hand with both of his hands, and smiled at her.
"Don't think of yourself as a monster... you've been mistreated by the true monsters... your parents and the human government. Your a very kind hearted girl who deserves better than what you've been dealt. You deserve many friends, and a family that cares about you..."
Why did he stay in the soul society anyway? He had been a captain for a year, and yet people still doubted him. Why should he stay somewere were he's only doubted and mistreated? He could leave and watch how they do without him. He could stay in the human world and spend more time with April, his only friend. The one person in the world who could understand him.
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 26, 2009 15:44:19 GMT -5
April wanted to make him feel better about himself, yet she didn't think about herself like she always. She was never the one who was to be greedy about it, well it only comes to a few things. As much as she had to say about her being a monster was from the fact that every time that she fell asleep rather pissed off or upset, blood appears on her hands every morning, unknowing what had happened, people just acted more and more cruel towards her. It might seem like she is something said and everyone laughed at her just for saying it. All the words she could find to this man, the only man that would ever listen to her... This hands were cold thanks to the fact he was dead, but it was most warming towards her.
“Thank you so much...”
He was just so happy that was able to speak to someone, yet it made her so happy that she could do one thing right. Her own tremble slowly withered away as he held her right hand with both of his, and that heart warming smile broke through those frown, and she began to laugh softly that she could be so silly. Her cheeks had only got warmer, then before. Her eyes glimmered but yet the darkness rained over them.
“A Monster, is the rest yet when they taunt or hurt me. It really happened, all the rage I have comes out at night when I slumber... In the morning I can't seem to remember doing anything to anyone. Maybe I deserved such treatment but they have no right to push me away from everyone... just to be the outcast yet. You can't say they deserve to be punished for I would not be here there for I won't meet you. They did something right for once.”
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Post by Roiben on Oct 27, 2009 14:25:03 GMT -5
"Yes, I suppose your right... meeting you and Urahara were the two best things to ever happen to me..."
Roiben couldn't help but be in good spirits... he had spoken with his former captain Urahara, his only other friend besides April, for the first time since his exile. Hell, he really had no reason to return to the soul society...
How could he have forgotten... there was one more reason he needed to return to the soul society, for at least a little while. Sousuke Aizen, the shinigami that hollowfied the other captains. Roiben thought it was odd he never sensed Aizen with Captain Hirako, but now, after speaking with Urahara, he understood why. Only the blind were immune to Aizen's shikai. He supposed thats what April meant when she told him being blind was a gift.
"April, will you come with me to the Urahara Shouten? There is some business I must take care of a minute..."
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 27, 2009 19:00:49 GMT -5
How would one know if has fallen in love? When in there was a kiss here or there? No it was when people felt most comfortable around each other, and they care about each other felt, was when one was in love. Her eyes just blazed yet it calmed just a bit down as darkness rained upon them, and those stars shined so much. It always seemed to calmed her, yet she was even more calmed with Roiben by her side. It was odd, she didn't barely know him but the pst.
Urahara Shouten? The new shop that no-one had really gone into for it looked like it was wretched. That smiled beamed so brightly as nothing ever matter. April didn't care anymore if the world was against her, only as she had Roiben by her side it felt like she was in sky. Her long red hair whipped around within the winds.. Her eyes closed began to walk ahead of him, with her hands together behind her back, cheery as she has been for a long time.
"Oh course!~ Hehe!"
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Post by Roiben on Oct 28, 2009 14:53:49 GMT -5
Roiben was smiling the first real smiled he'd had in a while. He made fake smiles when he needed to reassure his divison, but this smile wasn't false. He couldn't remember being this happy any time in his life. He needed to see what all Urahara knew about Sousuke Aizen. He needed to be well informed before going on to attack him.
Still, he didn't wanna think about that right now. He was with April, and he was happy. After Aizen was gone, Roiben and April wouldn't have anything else to worry about. He could leave the soul society, were nothing for him lies. He could stay on earth, and live in a gigai, or hell, he didn't even need one. Nobody besides April needed to know he was there.
"Thanks, im sure you'll get along with Urahara-Taichou."
Urahara was the one person besides April who never judged him, who made him feel like a friend. Still, April made him feel different...
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Post by ~Sweet Mommy~ on Oct 28, 2009 15:26:49 GMT -5
"Hehe, We shall see you know? We are all different in own ways"
Taichou? oh strange yet she never heard anyone say that ending, it made her a bit curious why he gave that man that tittle. Maybe she didn't have that much friends, so she would not really know. Living in Japan for like ten years, you would think she is use to all this tittles and everything. Now they have these death gods that protect them every second from these hollows who are only seeking revenge or even love.
Her mind was all clouded for the feeling around him was one of kind... It was just so rare, that she found someone that finally understands her sorrow, but now they were going to have another person that understand them. Oh her happiness was just overwhelming her! She just wanted to leap in joy and probably dance around in her birthday suit. Just the thought made April just giggle like a school girl. If he was going to stay with her, then it would be all the world better.
"You don't wanna keep your Taichou, waiting Roiben-kun."
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